So what Happens after my disasterous Exam?

Regarding my 1st post My Brain screwed it up for me. So after I wrote all that I can I decided to just hand in my exam papers no point sitting there like a fool waiting for time. I pack up my pens, pencil and eraser. Signal to examiner that I'm done. She came and check and collect my papers. Then I left the exam room. I decided to go to toilet as I need to pee. LOL obviously. Feeling that I have then? None what so ever yet. I think I was numb. Then I walked back home was freaking cold... The wind was blowing (It is winter now in Australia in case u were wondering) and I was walking against the wind. I walked as fast as my legs would go. Then I finally reached my Unit. Was relieve to get out the cold . Then I called my mum tell her the bad news.. All is good tho she din scold me o anything. Just hope that my assignment can help me pass this paper.

Then after the call I went up to my room. It was dark the lights were not on and I was like fumbling with the doorknob trying to get the key in the hole and that's where I start losing it. I on the light and put the key in the doorknob open the door more like slam open the door and slam shut the door. It was loud I must apologizes to my housemates but i was frustrated, angry, dissapointed in myself. After I slam shut the door I let out a frustrated groan and I cried more like frustrated cry that my brain went blank I dunno whether I will pass this paper o not. I calm down after awhile. My crying was v short one thank God. I just lay down on my bed and try to calm myself down. Then I showered. Then I'm not sure whether shower helps o not cos it is freaking cold once u step out the shower was like in a race to get clothes on because was soooo cold that I was actually shivering that how cold it was! But I definitely calm down.

When life decided to kick you in the u know where it's time to pick yourself up and move on. I have to not dwell on what happen because no use crying over spilled milk right. I have to focus on my other 2 exams 2moro and friday. God bless me! As the chinese saying goes Jia You meaning work harder or improvement need to be made something like that I think.

I best be on my way to study now. Till then.